I want to travel the country, with my camera, all the Beatles cds.
I want to capture the beauty and sorrow this world has in it.
I want to love.
I want to fear.
I want to fall so far that I can only go up.
I want to make a difference.
Peoples biggest problem is they don't truly know what they want. They will say they want something, but then a few minutes later they change their mind. Don't get me wrong, I am being a wee bit of a hypocrite, actually that is a lie. I don't normally tell people what I want but I feel like people should know. I have a tendency to go with whatever someone else wants...not anymore. I am sick of people using me and wasting my time. For instance, someone will come talk to me and ask for help. I listen and try to help them as best as I can. Give them advice, hell advice that I know for a fact will work, no I am not conceited I am just right the majority of the time. So what will they go and do? Completely ignore what I told them and then they come back complaining to me. Um...hello you dumb fuck I told you what to do and you didn't listen what makes you think that I am going to spend anymore time on you...well I am. Why? Because I have a tendency to care about people too much. Eh, bad thing? Hell yeah. Good thing? Can be when they care about me. But I am learning that I am just wasting my time on these people, so I am done with them. I am not going to listen to everyone's sob story. The truth is I don't care anymore!
I would just love to have a house with a tree in the middle of it. I think it is beautiful and for me it represents that we live with nature.
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