Just look into the crystal ball and see your future

Well to be quite frank I don't see myself as having much of future. I mean I haven't any idea what I am going to do after I get out of school which is less than two fucking years! (where did the time go?) The only little bit of future I see is me living in a run down apartment, barely making the rent each month, and having one friend, a little cat. That is all I see. No friends, shitty job, (oh but multiple shitty jobs) just drinking every night trying to forget what a waste of space I am.

College life, haha, I don't see it. Married life, fuck that. I am not meant to have a happy, princess ending. I am just going to go out, without anyone watching or caring.