You should've killed me, when you had the chance

So I got grounded the other day, LAME! Any who so I have spent the most time at home in a long time, I am not sure if I really like it. I feel awkward at home and alone. The reason I say this is because I don't know my grandmother, who is here 24/7. I feel as if she is always judging me. And well with my dad's condition, I want to help but there isn't anything I can do. As for being alone, I am one of those people who if they aren't around someone they can joke around with and make some stupid joke then I feel alone and weird. I don't know that doesn't make much sense but that's how I feel.

So to amuse myself I have been reading Harry Potter, which, is not amazing...IT'S FUCKING WICKED!!!! Lolol yeah thank you Shannon for that one xD And I have been writing on my wall again. Which I love to do, because when I just get bored I just stare at my wall and read some of my thoughts. It's kinda nice. But anywho going to read Harry Potter so night Blog :]

Few random quotes from my wall-----

Falling is just a part of learning.

Who knows what will happen, that's life. It's never planned out nice and neat, it would be boring that way. Things will happen because they are meant to.

The world is big and scary. There are too many questions and not enough answers.

Hope for the best, but plan for the worst