well i was told that a lot as a kid. am i still a kid, not as much as i would like to think. yes i act foolish and light hearted on the outside, but if someone was to explore my mind, they would probably discover it to be very dark. a gloomy place, where dreams and hopes are questioned and analyzed until they are just totally forgotten.
over the past few weeks i have had to grow up a little faster then i have wanted to. which makes me sad because now i have to become responsible. not just for grades, but my family. i have to take care of them now. have to make sure that my little brothers and mom haven't become depressed. try to help relive some stress from my mothers burden. and help my dad and grandfather to be comfortable.
so for my birthday honestly i just want one thing, for everyone that i love to be nice at least. no drama, no nonsense, no fights. that would just make everything so much easier for me. i know not everyone likes each other but if you could at least pretend not even for the whole day but 3 hours, i don't think that is asking too much...
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